Lost temper

Lost Temper

Currently, there are lots of things that make the fire burning on my head. Suddenly, I tend to lost temper easily. This is one of my weak point that I could not get over, and I totally hate about this characteristic. Beside that, it is hard to control myself when I lost temper, surely, I failed to recover from that moment also, basically, I had to take half of the day to turn back to my normal state. I afraid that one of the days I make some wild behaviors in front people when I lost temper. But, I would not harm people, because I’m not HULK even I really turn into green!!! This characteristic maybe heritage from my dad, which is also a great ‘burner’and he will burn everyone anytime and anywhere when he turned green. So, I can say that, I worst, but not that worst than my farther.

The factors lead me to lost temper could be from many sources, included my study, my friends, my family, my gf and so on. All of these factors created a certain degree of pressure for me, while I can not hold it, it lead to explosion!!! Actually, I need a person who can care me, and willingly to help me in release my pressure, and control me while I lost temper…but till now, there is not such kind of person appeared in my life, it is very bad, the closest person beside me also didn’t shows lots cares to me. Maybe she has forgotten how to make a cares…

Now, I learned how to become more optimistic which contrast with my weak point. It help me to change my point of view when I met problems, and let me had a deepen thinking before I did something.